JustBeUrself

I need Serenity

Just wanted to post something,,,anything.. feeling as empty as umhhh.. my pocket & my brain :)
& yes she is clouding my thoughts, I don't wanna fall in the abyss of love again but you can expect me going a little more insane for her.. I know it's insanity.. I can't afford another heart-break.. it's tough not 2 think of her even during exams.. Like started liking Mac Donalds de burgers,, but I bet my money on KFC..I just don't wanna hurt & be hurt again,, but as they say
"It is remarkable how similar the pattern of love is to the pattern of insanity."
I feel as confused as Jayalalitha in a sauna belt advt.. I know my sense of humour is not something exemplary but in front of her it just goes on a nitro booster,, I see history repeating again.. Am I willing to bleed,, don't know.. It might happen soon.. I am afraid.. but ms X is doing a great job of keeping me chilled up.. I think I love her,, different style ka hai,, par chalta hai,,


Have listened to this song for 3 hours non-stop,, Godsmack,,

As I sit here and slowly close my eyes
I take another deep breath
And feel the wind pass through my body
I'm the one in your soul
Reflecting inner light
Protect the ones who hold you
Cradling your inner child

I need serenity
In a place where I can hide
I need serenity
Nothing changes, days go by

Where do we go when we just don't know
And how do we relight the flame when it's cold
Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing
And when will we learn to control


I need serenity
In a place where I can hide
I need serenity
Nothing changes, days go by..

I need serenity..

I really need it & Ms. X takes me there,,
BTW munnah would be getting a profile on orkut very soon..just have 2 ask her mother.. lol..

posted by Ginni @ 1:08 AM