JustBeUrself

A cArnival Called LIFE

can we ever find d true purpose of our existence.. In between of all d turmoil howcome we may find d truth.. this question should not be asked by a young jovial guy of 2o (going on 21) who has so many beautiful & happy moments 2 look forward to...
but by nature expect me to flatter & deceive my identity...
expect me 2 crib when I don't stand upto expectations,,, expect me 2 shout when im insecure... expect me to laugh at smallest of jokes...
expect me 2 celebrate a carnival called life...
But today I lower my expectations... I WILL for a change... change is disruptive,,, but change brings out d best out of oneself... I might not succeed... but I will give my best shot... I will feed d rain of pains... I will stand up.... world might burn away... her memories would fade someday not so soon... but can I forget d name of my saviour... bet I CAN... CAN I be mean & schemeing... I can TRY... but can one forget a person who he calls his LIFE... TONIGHT I pray 2 d god who doesn't give a damn 2 lash me... 2 hit me with a storm so severe that I am numbed 4ever& so that I fade away... ThEn I would start afresh... it's all I can do... It's all a game, avoiding failure, when true colors will & do bleed...
Cos without your love my life ain't nothing... pretty well am NOT gonna lose... AM GONNA CELEBRATE A CARNIVAL CALLED LIFE...
don't walk away,when d world is burning,, don't walk away when d heart is yearning...

posted by Ginni @ 11:03 PM